4/21/13

Dear Pussycats,

Dear Pussycats,
This is a formal letter to explain that I am not and have not been a-okay.
Lately I've been forcing a smile on my face, on this lovely blog in an effort to feel okay, but I am simply not. I've been bogged down with stress and anxiety and I feel like someone took all of those deep suppressed insecurities that live in a dusty box in the attack of my heart and dumped them on the floor, and I am left to deal with all of it like those clean teams on horders. I'm feeling unconfident and insecure and frankly, I think I need a tiny break to figure out my life, figure out my blog and figure out what the eff I'm doing with all of it.
Thus leading to my future absence from this blog.
I just need some time.
Thank you for letting me vent, and I apologize now on behalf of my absence.
Sincerely,
Caelan

11 comments:

  1. I hope things work out for you, Caelan. I'm in a very similar situation/state of mind myself, currently.

    <3 best wishes!

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  2. I love you beautiful. I hope you are able to build yourself back up. You are a strong lady and I admire you.

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  3. Sassy, for whatever its worth, I think I know what type of feelings you are speaking of and all the best in dealing with them. Just like they were there all at once look forward to them being back where they belong just as suddenly. For all the smiles and joy your blog has given me, I wish I could do more, but in lieu of that, just know I am rooting for you and sending you every positive thought I can muster.

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  4. Hope the time off will help you with all of this!
    You will be dearly missed, and I wish you the best.

    x
    Sarah

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  5. Dear Caelan,
    I will miss you. We will miss you. But you have to do what is best for you. I believe in sadness. I believe in not being always fine. It's ok. We should try less to pretend to be happy and more feel what we feel. Take your time. When and if you'll decide to start again, we will be here to welcome you back.
    May all the great women of which you wrote be always a source of inspiration.
    Love,
    Alice

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  6. Lady you know I'll be around if ever you need to chat. Here's to feeling better!
    Hope you'll be back soon, as sassy as always.

    Much love
    Jess

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  7. caelan i hope you take as long as you need to off this blog to feel better, we're all here for you x

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  8. Aw, I'm really sorry to hear this. I went through something kinda similar recently, following my breakup. I didn't blog much for a little bit, then I deleted all my old posts, and started totally fresh. I'm still in the process of getting back into it, and getting back into my life in general. Good luck to you!

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  9. i hope you're feeling better! we all get like this from time to time :( xx

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  10. How are you? hope you are feeling better.. just take your time and breathe. this too shall pass :)

    x

    Marielle

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